Before I hit send on this article I thought - well, if I wake up to 5 subs it will be a miracle. Now we can just kick back, relax and wait for Cyber Polygon to do the rest for us.
Email comment from a reader (posted anonymously with permission):
"I couldn't comment on your latest post, but I'll take the liberty of sending you this email-- just to say, thank you. Of course not everyone can handle the things you mention in your post, I know, so if you report losing subscribers, that doesn't surprise me. Not everyone can unsqueeze their eyes to the con of the plandemic, and then again, some people can see the con, but they can't unsqueeze their eyes to the metaphysics. I would put it this way: This is an interdimensional battle for human consciousness. It is most excellent that you posted this-- the ones who need to read it, they will read it, and find strength and orientation."
I am weeping...weeping for the innocent child you were and the evil you were exposed to.
I am envious of you....God speaks to you, and you know he exists.
I only hope...and pray that God will forgive me for not having faith for so many years, for continuing to ask him to forgive my lack of faith even now, and when I die I want to be with God.
I agree 100 percent with what you say. You are not crazy, you are not alone, and you are not werid.
I used to think if I was a kitten, my mother would have eaten me at birth...because I wasn't pretty like my sisters.
I know exactly what you felt and meant.
Than you for saying how we must go forward now, knowing what we know. You have so much more courage than I. I am envious of that too...I wish I had more. But I think I can do this: QuoteSo what do we do now? Well, this is what I choose to do until something better comes along: we mourn and repent. We tell others. We pray. We hold the architects and chief collaborators of covid democide to account every day, with our every action though documentation and word-of-mouth. We never stop. We never divert from our mission, even if we think and feel it is futile. We keep going, for God’s sake.Unquote.
I am convinced that it our DNA that the devil is after....I KNOW this. There was a man I fell across on the internet who said DNA was actually the "word" of God, how he made us.
I believe this, that our DNA is God in us, and we must never ever alter it. Or we are lost forever.
God bless you Excessdeathsau.....and thank you from the bottom of my heart for saying what so many don't want to talk about. Or believe in. But it is real.
And you have cut to the only thing that is real...we are not just physical, but spiritual beings. In a beautiful and elegant summing up.
>I only hope...and pray that God will forgive me for not having faith for so many years, for continuing to ask him to forgive my lack of faith even now, and when I die I want to be with God.
Duchess, this is also me. I struggle with a lack of faith constantly.
The Bible talks about this everywhere - people (us/me) who do not believe, even as miracles are performed in front of their very eyes, yet still ask with help for their disbelief. That is why I will never stand in aggressive judgement of others' salvation. I cannot and will not, because I am human and deeply, deeply flawed.
Thank you again for this...and never mind about your subscriber count. If what we think is gonna happen happens (and I think it will be sooner than we all think) there will be a lot of people looking for sense...and there is none, not without a belief in God and something more than just our physical bodies. They will come around.
I just think the subscriber count issue is amusing (it does make me laugh). As I said above to comment brother Johnno 'I will kick back with my 5 readers and wait for Cyber Polygon.'
Beautifully written May you find some peace in knowing that your work is appreciated and thought provoking. You have strength and grace be kind to yourself
Speechless, but in awe of what you said here. Oh, and all the work you have done documenting, and putting yourself on the line. May you find more like-minded people, and find solace with them. Thank you.
I believe many who know where this is all heading have come back to God in these last 4 years, myself included. I think my next step is to read the bible...but which one? Haven't they all been altered by those that seek to control and destroy us? How do we know which one is real?
Dear ExcessDeathsAU do not despair. Be happy in heart that God has spoken to you! One thing I do know is Jesus kinda hung out with the deplorables so you're on the right path. I've experienced a lot of stress like many others and noticed the toll it took on my health, so do not forget that to fight the good fight you need to do some self care, diet, exercise and enjoyment in being alive and knowing that God is with you. 🙏
That's a good question. I can only tell you what I did. I simply went to a Bible bookstore and chose what I liked.
I am currently reading a large archaeology Bible that I am really enjoying - it has a lot of annotation about historical events. Who were the leaders were at the time, maps, photographs of the land, objects, Egyptian and Roman history, wars, where the written evidence was discovered and how it was translated etc. These things happened in locations, not on a cloud somewhere, and I have always enjoyed art and history, so this is what I am reading.
A lot of people would slap this out of my hand and scold me for reasons(TM). People are very strange and controlling - busybodies imo. Just find something you like and go from there.
My worry is that the *government* will start censoring and banning Bibles. I have been recently made aware of an alarming trend in Australian state media. Instead of keeping to standard British English of saying 'God' they are now saying 'the Christian god' in news articles and instead of God are using lowercase as in 'god.' This is usually accompanied with an article slandering a Christian as a 'conspiracy theorist' https://www.abc.net.au/news/2023-12-08/inside-god-fearing-conspiratorial-worldviews-of-donald-day-jr/103204360
Censoring Bibles? It's quite plausible. In a recent poll of 2,088 British adults conducted by Whitestone Insights, which asked those surveyed the following: “Unless the offending parts can be edited out, books containing what some perceive as hate speech should be banned from general sale, including if necessary religious texts such as the Bible”, 23% of 18 to 34 year olds said "yes".
So, hold on to your printed Bible. And just in case, start memorizing scripture.
You could learn Hebrew, Aramaic or Greek. There are also some interesting Bibles and websites that show different English translations through time. Other than that I cannot really help unfortunately.
Thank you thank you thank you for your work. I love your line "we mourn and repent. We tell others. We pray."
Just like 5 loaves and 2 fishes feed the 5000 .... just like 1 stone from a boy killed Goliath ........ the angel said "I bring you good tidings of great joy" which shall be to all people, for unto you is born this day a Savior" ........... God came to save us and He is going to save us from this evil. I can't wait to see how He does it.
May God comfort you and strengthen you and give you joy in place of all of the years that the locust have eaten, all of the pain that you have endured. Indeed He may be using you to save the whole world. Thank you dear friend. Will look you up in heaven after this life, if we don't meet before then. :) People like you inspire me so much. What you have accomplished in spite of adversity is so much more than so many of us could ever accomplish. May God give you peace and bless you abundantly above all that you ask and think.
I agree, there is a spiritual aspect to what has been going on - a spiritual war, in fact, and unless we acknowledge this we will be powerless to fight it. Or overcome it... whatever image is appropriate here.
Yes, there were organic psychological processes at work, mass formation, mass hysteria, etc.
Probably a lot of incompetence, bungling, and sincere people who were duped by the propaganda.
But there were also very deliberate psychological manipulation processes too, very deliberate gaslighting and weaponisation of altruism, fear, and all the other propaganda messages.
Most of us have difficulty comprehending that such evil exists... that our governments do not care about our health and well-being, and instead have been bought by powerful global interests.
When you start exploring up the food chain and find evidence of that shadowy cabal, you can't really comprehend it.
"But why would they do that?" they ask.
"Money? Power?"
I still find it hard to truly grasp, even with a background of spiritual delving over many decades.
Guy Hatchard (from NZ) writes about the issues of DNA here:
So you are not alone, not by any means, and unless we begin to speak of it then it will remain a shadowy thing in the background, that will continue to grow in power in the world.
The big problem is that once you start to speak of it, you start to sound crazy and can lose credibility for those who are just beginning to acknowledge that there is something wrong, something big, something insidious, something that will have us in chains before we are fully aware of it.
So I take my hat off to you, not only for having the courage to write about your personal story, but being able to do it in a way that is relatable (for me, anyway!) and clear-headed.
(I understand why you put the comments behind a paywall here - it was still a bit annoying - but I really wanted to respond and applaud you for writing this.)
Thank you, EDAu, for sharing your amazing life story and your highly attuned thoughts on the apocalypse we're living through.
I don't get why you'd be unsubbed from, if your readers are all or mostly those who've been "red-pilled", which I think has been synonymous with the re-valuing of Christianity. I'd only recently "come back" to the Church before 2020, only to leave it forever thereafter. But God is real I certainly know that. I cherish my Catholic and Protestant friends (who also refused the jab). And I've wondered if I'll still have to do the "life review" that so many ND experiencers report, as not a day goes by I don't re-live one memory or another (they're too numerous to count) of the hurts I have caused others. Not just big kind but the little every-day ones as well. I suffer already over my trespasses.
One last thing: you said your daily prayer is "please don't let me be an a-hole" (I chuckled). But it's said that the conscious mind doesn't recognize the negative, so it really hears"please let me be an a-hole". But I like the spirit of your prayer and will translate it for myself as "please God give me courage, strength and tolerance to face this day" or something like that. Positive programming so to speak. Anyway, you are one of my heroes and I wish you a comforting, peaceful Christmas.
I skim read many articles, but not this one. Well done.
Some random thoughts:
* I figured something was Not Quite Right in early 2020. Put it down to being in the right place at the right time, or having a well-developed B.S. detector, or spiritual discernment, or a bit of all three.
* On coercive control. In July 2022, the Sydney Morning Herald published: “People convicted of coercive control in intimate partner relationships would be jailed for up to seven years under landmark laws to criminalise the behaviour.”
“Controlling what someone wears and who they see, limiting access to money, tracking their location and incessant texting and phone calls are all behaviours that constitute coercive control.”
Let's consider government measures introduced during Covid...
“Controlling what someone wears” – mandatory mask wearing indoors
“and who they see” – no travel exceeding a 5 km radius, no more than 10 people at a funeral,
“limiting access to money” – get the jab or your employment will be terminated
“tracking their location” – mandatory QR code check in
So if the government controls what you wear, who you can see, your location and how far you can go, that’s NOT coercive control??
* RE your comment, "Around this time my neighbour (boldly, proudly, with authority) said I should be ‘liquidated in a camp for being unvaccinated.’" If you care to take a look at the 10 Stages of Genocide, (see http://genocidewatch DOT net) I believe we went as far as stage 6. "POLARIZATION: Extremists drive the groups apart. Hate groups broadcast polarizing propaganda. Motivations for targeting a group are indoctrinated through mass media." Which is disturbing, but not entirely surprising. Consider Jeremiah 17:9, "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately corrupt; who can understand it?"
* I'm pretty sure all the demands, rules and regulations around Covid paved the way for people to just 'go along to get along'. If it becomes apparent that we are being asked to worship a false god, what then? Do we go along to get along, for the sake of comfort, or are we prepared to go to the lions? And it is a question worth considering now. If it comes to that, we need to remember in times of crisis what we decided in times of calm.
100% on point. If you are a new reader, have a look at my back catalogue. I have written extensively on Stanton's stages of genocide (and genocide denial) in the WA covid situation. WA also tried to bring in coercive control legislation during the height of the mandates.
Yes, this is deliberate, and what you are describing above is 'witness-survivor torment,' a deliberate aspect of covid democide - the demoralisation of the survivors. They are trying to break us.
Here is someone backing you up...she does mention God and spirituality....not to the extent you do, but it is there...and post humanism...meaning you alter you DNA you are no longer a creature of God.
After reading the first part of your story (about your childhood) I had to drive to an appointment and this song came on the radio - I have never heard it before but I thought of you and wanted to share it with you https://youtu.be/wfR6XLXRNy0?si=Rz6tBsrxtYVUbQ73
Subscriber count already going down :)
Subscriber count going back up. (I subscribed.)
I saw mate, thank you.
Before I hit send on this article I thought - well, if I wake up to 5 subs it will be a miracle. Now we can just kick back, relax and wait for Cyber Polygon to do the rest for us.
Email comment from a reader (posted anonymously with permission):
"I couldn't comment on your latest post, but I'll take the liberty of sending you this email-- just to say, thank you. Of course not everyone can handle the things you mention in your post, I know, so if you report losing subscribers, that doesn't surprise me. Not everyone can unsqueeze their eyes to the con of the plandemic, and then again, some people can see the con, but they can't unsqueeze their eyes to the metaphysics. I would put it this way: This is an interdimensional battle for human consciousness. It is most excellent that you posted this-- the ones who need to read it, they will read it, and find strength and orientation."
I am weeping...weeping for the innocent child you were and the evil you were exposed to.
I am envious of you....God speaks to you, and you know he exists.
I only hope...and pray that God will forgive me for not having faith for so many years, for continuing to ask him to forgive my lack of faith even now, and when I die I want to be with God.
I agree 100 percent with what you say. You are not crazy, you are not alone, and you are not werid.
I used to think if I was a kitten, my mother would have eaten me at birth...because I wasn't pretty like my sisters.
I know exactly what you felt and meant.
Than you for saying how we must go forward now, knowing what we know. You have so much more courage than I. I am envious of that too...I wish I had more. But I think I can do this: QuoteSo what do we do now? Well, this is what I choose to do until something better comes along: we mourn and repent. We tell others. We pray. We hold the architects and chief collaborators of covid democide to account every day, with our every action though documentation and word-of-mouth. We never stop. We never divert from our mission, even if we think and feel it is futile. We keep going, for God’s sake.Unquote.
I am convinced that it our DNA that the devil is after....I KNOW this. There was a man I fell across on the internet who said DNA was actually the "word" of God, how he made us.
I believe this, that our DNA is God in us, and we must never ever alter it. Or we are lost forever.
God bless you Excessdeathsau.....and thank you from the bottom of my heart for saying what so many don't want to talk about. Or believe in. But it is real.
And you have cut to the only thing that is real...we are not just physical, but spiritual beings. In a beautiful and elegant summing up.
And a great comfort. Keeping.
Thank you a thousand times.
>I only hope...and pray that God will forgive me for not having faith for so many years, for continuing to ask him to forgive my lack of faith even now, and when I die I want to be with God.
Duchess, this is also me. I struggle with a lack of faith constantly.
The Bible talks about this everywhere - people (us/me) who do not believe, even as miracles are performed in front of their very eyes, yet still ask with help for their disbelief. That is why I will never stand in aggressive judgement of others' salvation. I cannot and will not, because I am human and deeply, deeply flawed.
One of my favourite passages is the case of the man in Mark 9 with the sick child. He says to Christ “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=mark+9&version=NIV
I feel like this passage goes hard.
Thank you again for this...and never mind about your subscriber count. If what we think is gonna happen happens (and I think it will be sooner than we all think) there will be a lot of people looking for sense...and there is none, not without a belief in God and something more than just our physical bodies. They will come around.
Wise words from a wise woman.
I just think the subscriber count issue is amusing (it does make me laugh). As I said above to comment brother Johnno 'I will kick back with my 5 readers and wait for Cyber Polygon.'
I'll be here.
Beautifully written May you find some peace in knowing that your work is appreciated and thought provoking. You have strength and grace be kind to yourself
Speechless, but in awe of what you said here. Oh, and all the work you have done documenting, and putting yourself on the line. May you find more like-minded people, and find solace with them. Thank you.
Thank you PP, and thank you for looking out for our animal friends. That means a lot to me.
Amazing essay! Thank you. 🙏
I believe many who know where this is all heading have come back to God in these last 4 years, myself included. I think my next step is to read the bible...but which one? Haven't they all been altered by those that seek to control and destroy us? How do we know which one is real?
Dear ExcessDeathsAU do not despair. Be happy in heart that God has spoken to you! One thing I do know is Jesus kinda hung out with the deplorables so you're on the right path. I've experienced a lot of stress like many others and noticed the toll it took on my health, so do not forget that to fight the good fight you need to do some self care, diet, exercise and enjoyment in being alive and knowing that God is with you. 🙏
That's a good question. I can only tell you what I did. I simply went to a Bible bookstore and chose what I liked.
I am currently reading a large archaeology Bible that I am really enjoying - it has a lot of annotation about historical events. Who were the leaders were at the time, maps, photographs of the land, objects, Egyptian and Roman history, wars, where the written evidence was discovered and how it was translated etc. These things happened in locations, not on a cloud somewhere, and I have always enjoyed art and history, so this is what I am reading.
A lot of people would slap this out of my hand and scold me for reasons(TM). People are very strange and controlling - busybodies imo. Just find something you like and go from there.
My worry is that the *government* will start censoring and banning Bibles. I have been recently made aware of an alarming trend in Australian state media. Instead of keeping to standard British English of saying 'God' they are now saying 'the Christian god' in news articles and instead of God are using lowercase as in 'god.' This is usually accompanied with an article slandering a Christian as a 'conspiracy theorist' https://www.abc.net.au/news/2023-12-08/inside-god-fearing-conspiratorial-worldviews-of-donald-day-jr/103204360
Censoring Bibles? It's quite plausible. In a recent poll of 2,088 British adults conducted by Whitestone Insights, which asked those surveyed the following: “Unless the offending parts can be edited out, books containing what some perceive as hate speech should be banned from general sale, including if necessary religious texts such as the Bible”, 23% of 18 to 34 year olds said "yes".
So, hold on to your printed Bible. And just in case, start memorizing scripture.
I believe it is not just plausible but inevitable.
Thank you so much. That bible you've got sounds awesome as I like to understand the context of the time as well.
But still I need to get my head around the fact that the bible hasn't been tampered with ?
You could learn Hebrew, Aramaic or Greek. There are also some interesting Bibles and websites that show different English translations through time. Other than that I cannot really help unfortunately.
Thank you thank you thank you for your work. I love your line "we mourn and repent. We tell others. We pray."
Just like 5 loaves and 2 fishes feed the 5000 .... just like 1 stone from a boy killed Goliath ........ the angel said "I bring you good tidings of great joy" which shall be to all people, for unto you is born this day a Savior" ........... God came to save us and He is going to save us from this evil. I can't wait to see how He does it.
May God comfort you and strengthen you and give you joy in place of all of the years that the locust have eaten, all of the pain that you have endured. Indeed He may be using you to save the whole world. Thank you dear friend. Will look you up in heaven after this life, if we don't meet before then. :) People like you inspire me so much. What you have accomplished in spite of adversity is so much more than so many of us could ever accomplish. May God give you peace and bless you abundantly above all that you ask and think.
Thank you for sharing your very personal story.
I agree, there is a spiritual aspect to what has been going on - a spiritual war, in fact, and unless we acknowledge this we will be powerless to fight it. Or overcome it... whatever image is appropriate here.
Yes, there were organic psychological processes at work, mass formation, mass hysteria, etc.
Probably a lot of incompetence, bungling, and sincere people who were duped by the propaganda.
But there were also very deliberate psychological manipulation processes too, very deliberate gaslighting and weaponisation of altruism, fear, and all the other propaganda messages.
Most of us have difficulty comprehending that such evil exists... that our governments do not care about our health and well-being, and instead have been bought by powerful global interests.
When you start exploring up the food chain and find evidence of that shadowy cabal, you can't really comprehend it.
"But why would they do that?" they ask.
"Money? Power?"
I still find it hard to truly grasp, even with a background of spiritual delving over many decades.
Guy Hatchard (from NZ) writes about the issues of DNA here:
https://hatchardreport.com/pc-pandemic-consciousness/
However, he does not make the leap (not out loud, anyway) to ask if this was intentional, and if so, why.
And Naomi Wolf has written about the evil that she senses, more than simply human greed for money and power:
https://naomiwolf.substack.com/p/is-it-time-for-intellectuals-to-talk
So you are not alone, not by any means, and unless we begin to speak of it then it will remain a shadowy thing in the background, that will continue to grow in power in the world.
The big problem is that once you start to speak of it, you start to sound crazy and can lose credibility for those who are just beginning to acknowledge that there is something wrong, something big, something insidious, something that will have us in chains before we are fully aware of it.
So I take my hat off to you, not only for having the courage to write about your personal story, but being able to do it in a way that is relatable (for me, anyway!) and clear-headed.
(I understand why you put the comments behind a paywall here - it was still a bit annoying - but I really wanted to respond and applaud you for writing this.)
Thank you, EDAu, for sharing your amazing life story and your highly attuned thoughts on the apocalypse we're living through.
I don't get why you'd be unsubbed from, if your readers are all or mostly those who've been "red-pilled", which I think has been synonymous with the re-valuing of Christianity. I'd only recently "come back" to the Church before 2020, only to leave it forever thereafter. But God is real I certainly know that. I cherish my Catholic and Protestant friends (who also refused the jab). And I've wondered if I'll still have to do the "life review" that so many ND experiencers report, as not a day goes by I don't re-live one memory or another (they're too numerous to count) of the hurts I have caused others. Not just big kind but the little every-day ones as well. I suffer already over my trespasses.
One last thing: you said your daily prayer is "please don't let me be an a-hole" (I chuckled). But it's said that the conscious mind doesn't recognize the negative, so it really hears"please let me be an a-hole". But I like the spirit of your prayer and will translate it for myself as "please God give me courage, strength and tolerance to face this day" or something like that. Positive programming so to speak. Anyway, you are one of my heroes and I wish you a comforting, peaceful Christmas.
>so it really hears"please let me be an a-hole".
WOW that explains so much...
Thanks Joanie x
Any time, ha ha! Or I should say ho-ho!
I skim read many articles, but not this one. Well done.
Some random thoughts:
* I figured something was Not Quite Right in early 2020. Put it down to being in the right place at the right time, or having a well-developed B.S. detector, or spiritual discernment, or a bit of all three.
* On coercive control. In July 2022, the Sydney Morning Herald published: “People convicted of coercive control in intimate partner relationships would be jailed for up to seven years under landmark laws to criminalise the behaviour.”
“Controlling what someone wears and who they see, limiting access to money, tracking their location and incessant texting and phone calls are all behaviours that constitute coercive control.”
Let's consider government measures introduced during Covid...
“Controlling what someone wears” – mandatory mask wearing indoors
“and who they see” – no travel exceeding a 5 km radius, no more than 10 people at a funeral,
“limiting access to money” – get the jab or your employment will be terminated
“tracking their location” – mandatory QR code check in
So if the government controls what you wear, who you can see, your location and how far you can go, that’s NOT coercive control??
* RE your comment, "Around this time my neighbour (boldly, proudly, with authority) said I should be ‘liquidated in a camp for being unvaccinated.’" If you care to take a look at the 10 Stages of Genocide, (see http://genocidewatch DOT net) I believe we went as far as stage 6. "POLARIZATION: Extremists drive the groups apart. Hate groups broadcast polarizing propaganda. Motivations for targeting a group are indoctrinated through mass media." Which is disturbing, but not entirely surprising. Consider Jeremiah 17:9, "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately corrupt; who can understand it?"
* I'm pretty sure all the demands, rules and regulations around Covid paved the way for people to just 'go along to get along'. If it becomes apparent that we are being asked to worship a false god, what then? Do we go along to get along, for the sake of comfort, or are we prepared to go to the lions? And it is a question worth considering now. If it comes to that, we need to remember in times of crisis what we decided in times of calm.
100% on point. If you are a new reader, have a look at my back catalogue. I have written extensively on Stanton's stages of genocide (and genocide denial) in the WA covid situation. WA also tried to bring in coercive control legislation during the height of the mandates.
Yes, this is deliberate, and what you are describing above is 'witness-survivor torment,' a deliberate aspect of covid democide - the demoralisation of the survivors. They are trying to break us.
Back catalogue: https://vicparkpetition.substack.com/p/the-battlefield-a-body-of-work-and
Covid democide: a primer (the pinned article): https://vicparkpetition.substack.com/p/covid-democide-a-primer
God Bless and God Spede!
Here is someone backing you up...she does mention God and spirituality....not to the extent you do, but it is there...and post humanism...meaning you alter you DNA you are no longer a creature of God.
https://twitter.com/Yolo304741/status/1724556707097932054
I beleive with all my soul, that once you are geneticaly altered, you belong to the ruler of this world. Not to God.
After reading the first part of your story (about your childhood) I had to drive to an appointment and this song came on the radio - I have never heard it before but I thought of you and wanted to share it with you https://youtu.be/wfR6XLXRNy0?si=Rz6tBsrxtYVUbQ73
Thank you so much - I love her crazy outfit and house!